My Angry Boots

I have recently come up with a new thing for myself and it's called Putting on My Angry Boots! For some reason or another I am SO submissive. If someone is yelling or mad at me I never fight back for stand up for myself. I always let them say what they have to say and then get angry later on that I didn't say anything back. I always come up with comebacks after the incident has happened. But if for some rare reason I do happen to lash back at the person, I always walk away feeling bad. I feel like a mean person, and trust me I'm anything but a mean person! But it is so frustrating that I can't say anything back to defend myself. I feel like such a push over! But recently I've come up with this new term for myself so I can get prepared to defend myself! Puttin' on My Angry Boots!!

Since the start of this term it has been helpful one time. (It's a pretty new term that still needs some work!) Let's hope it continue's to work!

About Me!

So I'm pretty new to this whole blogging thing, but I'm giving it a try! To give you a little bit of info on myself- I'm a college student at Mesa State College in Western Colorado with a little bit of an undecided major. I'm bouncing between two extremes here; Radiology or Special Education. I know... it's nuts. I'm in love with the most amazing guy, Paul, and I'm so lucky to have him. He's getting ready to join the Marine Officer Program in May. *sigh* I'm also studying or trying to study the Catholic religion he's been raised with. So far I really enjoy it, but right now I dont have much time for it. Along with school and religious studying, I'm also a part time employee at the VA Hospital. Keeps me busy! But also keeps me out of trouble!
I'm very close to my family and I'm very social. I also love music and tons of movies. I love the beach and warm weather.
Hopefully this gives you a little bit of information on me and what I'm about. See you soon!